HO-ly MO-ly. it feels good to be back in the blogging world even if its only until Jacob wakes up from his nap. I tell ya, writing/blogging really is cathartic. Having a few uninterrupted minutes to just type away and have your thoughts be coherent is bliss. Don't get me wrong, I love my Jacob. And I'm not in the loony-bin yet. But sheesh! Motherhood is very time-consuming. Throw in a husband, a calling, a never-ending clean-up ritual involving loads and loads of laundry and endless hours spent at the kitchen sink washing and washing and re-washing bottles and you know...its sometimes just a little trance-like, a little robotic, a little "oh my heavens, isn't this the same outfit I wore yesterday?" Huh. Yeah right. I get spit up on at least once a day. And it's all good. (Remember, I live in Algood, TN?? :) Some days when that spit up runs down INSIDE my shirt I just say, "It's all good." And it doesn't phase me. Such is life. But some days when it hits my hot off the press blowdry-ed hair--that I take the time to actually blowdry maybe once a week--I have the urge to cry.
But its short-lived. Because even with that coagulated white stuff sliding down my neck I look at that big grin--also covered in spit-up--and think, Wow. I love that boy. And sometimes I even kiss that spit-up grin. And sometimes--which is usually--I just let that spit-up sit there on my clothes. Because its all good. It can be cleaned up later. I am a mother. And spit-up happens.
Along with spit-up, so much has happened in the past month or so that needs to be cataloged. We've moved, unpacked, got callings, taken a trip to California, had a baby shower, started rice cereal, got 4 month shots, had our computer crash, given talks in church, started green smoothies, helped move my grandparents out of their house, wished Scott a happy 28th birthday, celebrated Halloween, etc. It's quite the daunting task at the moment to even attempt to blog about it all.
But I don't want my spit-up saga to remain as the first post on this blog forever, so hopefully something less "bodily-functioned-themed" will grace the blog tomorrow. hopefully. until then...its been a thin slice of heaven.
1 comment:
Spit up does happen and when it is from your baby it is totally ok! haha Repeating the same outfit.. ummm yes like all the time! It was so fun seeing you! Miss you!
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